What best describe my mind right now…

Chaotic. Chaos! Apocalyptic.

I am EVERY FUCKING WHERE! My moods change is worst than Texas weather. It was like that before but now it is more prominent and I notice it. Also, I am always angry. Still. I hate anger but I want to punch anyone who even slightly agitates me but I could NEVER do it. I would feel bad instantly. INSTANTLY.

And than…I walk on sunshine. I mean rays are coming from my shoes.